Sorry

Hi to everyone who reads my blog or watches my YouTube videos.

I've had a rough couple of weeks stabilising my bipolar but it seems I'm almost at the top of this particular mountain.

I'm in a much better place with the help of my family, friends and the care team I'm under.

I'm now living on my own as my husband and I agreed to a separation. We are still good friends after all the things that have happened.

I'm slowly coming to terms with the fact I will never be well enough to go back to work with the arthritis and the suspected Ehlers Danlos Syndrome.

I've spoken before about this very little known rare genetic disorder.

The 15th of May cant come soon enough. I'm back to rehearsing my singing and have uploaded some videos of me singing.

I'm now 6 months free from smoking and losing weight by myself without medical help.

I'm having more and more OK days and I'm happy with that.