So as most of you know I've recently had an incredibly tough time with mental health.
I was first sectioned under a section 2 which is my family fearing that I was a danger to myself. Now upon looking back I can see how they perceived my political actions as somewhat dangerous.
I fought the system and won. However this triggered a dangerous turn of events that unfortunately I lost control of.
On one side it appeared funny and quirky at first. But the deeper I delved in to my traumatic past the more dangerous it became. I was taking risks with my health and with those around me. I hadn't thought about the impact on my family of my story becoming so public. I maintain I did it for the right reasons. To raise awareness of a little known neurological disorder and how this little girl wants to be a singer one day.
A little girl who at the age of 9 had to grow up to be a woman because of the actions of a real life monster. The demon with yellow eyes that chased me about a boat with a meat cleaver. Kids imaginations eh.
But sadly he is very real and still alive living very close to where I do. Hence the historical sexual abuse case.
The only apology I will make is how I hurt those people who are trying to help me. So for now I'm in hospital resting up. Eventually I will be sipping a sex on the beach with the cast of supernatural or a ride in Baby down route 66 I'm not fussy lol 😉
But for now I'm content being me.....whoever the hell she is today lol 😈💜🤷♀️😇
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